He had just completed one of the greatest victories in the Bible — literally called down fire from heaven, humiliated four hundred and fifty screaming crazy prophets of Baal and had them executed. He had fought the good fight and found victory for the Lord.
But he had no interest in going to Disney. Our hero runs.
Hearing that her priests of Baal had been defeated, wicked queen Jezebel sends one message swearing she is going to kill him — and Elijah doesn’t stick around to find out what God has in store. He bails. Elijah flees to the wilderness, sits under a juniper tree and asks God to just let him die.
“It is enough.”
Elijah is sick of it and he quits. “I am no better than my ancestors, take my life.” Then he goes to sleep.
I want to interject here before we see God’s reaction — because he has a few to choose from.
If he were more like Baal, he might say “great, offering accepted!” And that’s the end of the story. He could have scolded Elijah, or given him a vision of what a coward he was being. Truly, He could have literally made Elijah stand up and do his bidding.
Instead — he let him sleep.
What’s important here is that God has empathy. His servant is tired. It has been one heck of a week (pun intended) and just when he thought he was done, the old battle axe is swearing to kill him by end of day tomorrow. At some point the human psyche just says “ok. That’s fine. Eat me.”
In the morning Elijah wakes up, and an Angel is there with freshly baked bread and a jar of water. “Get up and eat.” And then — he went back to sleep. Dude was tired.
God’s work isn’t easy — it is tiring, it’s exhausting. You can win the Super Bowl of Prophecy and be so worn out from getting ready and getting through it that you have nothing left. Thanks for the trophy, I’m done.
But what is it that is so tiring? How can working for the most powerful being in the universe not give us a boost?
I think it’s the isolation.
Look at what Elijah says — “I am no better than my ancestors.” Imposter syndrome fueled by a monster sprint leading to exhaustion. He has no one to turn to.
If I’m having a bad day at work, I have 2 or 3 people in Teams I can unload on — say how much our process stinks, how no one I work for knows what they’re doing — and it stays right there. My friend might chime in, or laugh, or say something to cheer me up. No consequences. I get it off my chest and move on.
Elijah, through his own righteousness and willingness to stand alone for what is right, is completely isolated. He has no one to turn to and nowhere to hide. He realizes he is utterly alone — and then starts comparing himself to his ancestors to figure out how he wound up here.
This kind of exhaustion takes it out of you. Resolve and rationale fade to the basic needs of survival — safety, food, companionship. You have been running at redline for way too long and the flesh does not believe the spirit is going to hold it up much longer.
God waits. The next morning he sends his Angel again: “Get up and eat — for the journey is too much for you.”
I’m not sure what was in that bread, but I’m guessing it would blow away anything in any Whole Foods — because Elijah got up and walked for 40 days and 40 nights to Mount Horeb, to sleep in a cave.
God asks: “What are you doing here, Elijah?”
No “I told you to…” No “you’re behind on this project, have you seen your KPIs?” He asks, and allows Elijah to answer from his own perspective.
“I have been very zealous for the Lord God Almighty. The Israelites have rejected your covenant, torn down your altars, and put your prophets to death with the sword. I am the only one left, and now they are trying to kill me too.”
God doesn’t work through the infallible — not through world class athletes. He works through the regular guys. They get tired. And so God tells Elijah to stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord.
A great wind tears the mountains apart.
God is not there.
A terrible earthquake.
God is not there.
A great fire.
God is not there.
Then — after the fire — a gentle whisper.
Elijah hears it, pulls his cloak over his face, and mopes to the mouth of the cave.
Same question: “What are you doing here, Elijah?” Same answer. And so God relieves him — three anointings to perform, and one piece of information:
“I reserve seven thousand in Israel — all whose knees have not bowed down to Baal.”
You are not alone. You never were.
Elijah puts his cloak around Elisha, who is raring to go. We don’t hear from Elijah again until he and Elisha walk together toward the Jordan — and at every stop, the prophets ask the same thing: “Do you know that the Lord is going to take your master from you today?”
Elisha’s answer never changes: “Yes, I know. So be quiet.”
Elijah parts the Jordan with his cloak. They walk through. He asks what Elisha wants. “A double portion of your spirit.”
Then the chariot of fire. The whirlwind. And Elisha picks up the cloak that fell — and the spirit passed.
There is a Taoism I keep coming back to: from chaos comes clarity.
You do not look for answers during the storm — you observe the storm and wait. Just like God told Elijah to do, and then demonstrated in full HD theatre. Wait for the wind and the earthquakes and the fire to pass. And listen for the still small voice.
Because the Lord of Lords does not need to speak in hyperbole — he can, but he knows it can really scare people. When we are tired and we can’t take any more, God comes to us quietly. He gives Elijah the time and energy to recover, to train a new prophet, and then — he takes him home in a chariot of fire.
That is the lesson: God’s voice is in the quiet, after the dust has fallen.
Our Father is there — and takes us by the still waters, and restores our souls.
Watch. Observe. Protect. I Am.
References and Further Reading
Scripture
- 1 Kings 18:20–40 (KJV) — The contest on Mount Carmel; fire from heaven; the prophets of Baal
- 1 Kings 19:1–21 (KJV) — Elijah flees Jezebel; the angel; Mount Horeb; the still small voice; Elisha called
- 2 Kings 2:1–15 (KJV) — Elijah and Elisha at the Jordan; the chariot of fire; the double portion
- Psalm 23 (KJV) — He leadeth me beside the still waters; he restoreth my soul
- Hebrews 12:1 (KJV) — Let us run with patience the race that is set before us
Historical and Scholarly Sources
- Elijah — Encyclopaedia Britannica
- Elijah — Wikipedia
- Still Small Voice — Wikipedia
- Juan Antonio Frías y Escalante — Wikipedia — painter of An Angel Awakens the Prophet Elijah (c.1667)
